But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed. (Luke 5:16 NIV)
Jesus shows us an example of discipline and how to find our guidance from God. He got up early and focused on communing with God through prayer. My prayer life doesn't mirror this example. I look on this year as "the year where Kristi learns to be more disciplined" It seems to be coming through as a message in so many different areas of my life. Honestly -- and I blame this on being raised as a youngest child -- I really resent discipline...in fact if you want to cite me to rebellion....lay down the rules. And it's usually really dumb rebellion...dumb as in it does me no good. Lack of discipline in eating and exercise has got me to an unhealthy place...and lack of discipline in my walk with God will also get me to an unhealthy place. I know I need to start rising early.....but oh is it going to require discipline.
Lord help me as I strive to be more disciplined. Tame my rebellion. Help me find the strength to keep putting one foot in front of the other so that I may enjoy the fruits of the discipline of knowing you better. Amen.